Again

It had been a long weekend..Everything seems so fine until today...and its gonna happen again..a long journey thats full of pain..Could not understand the feeling..But gonna try harder...Please...

The Past

The past me....Haha...When i look back at the past, the memories, the experiences and the happiness that i achieved during that day had mould me into what i am today..The friends that surrounded me..Some are still here fighting along with me trough this journey..Some had left us..But still they will always be remembered in our prayers...Yet as a man..Whatever happen in the past was always gonna remains as memories while tomorrow is an event that we will pray to Allah and ask Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam to guide us..While today is a blessing from Allah and Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam...

And here i presented to all of you the past me..Haha...

Wake up stroy

Today i woke up so late that i even forgot my duties as a muslim...Unintentionally mistake..Does it ever exist? or human just making an excuse out of it..A lesson that i understand, as long we are called human beings we will intend to make mistake..Either it is gonna be with intention or vice versa.( is this corret? ) So making mistake is normal..To repeat the same mistake is acceptable but not to lean from that mistake is ignorance...

Why? I tell you why..You see my fellow brothers and sisters..We make mistake because that is our nature..And to learn from it and make an amendment is our obsulute nature...But the question,who will be our teacher that will teach us about the mistake? To refrain from that mistake? Of course it will not be than our Zaim Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam..He is our guidance..The perfect creation that was being created to guide us..His ummah...

What? It cannot be..It must the Quran..It must be Allah..And the war in your head started...You see the Quran is the saying of Allah that was being to the heart of Salawatullahi Alaihi...Because He is the walking Quran...Thats why Allah quote in the Quran (Indeed that in us there is Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam )

How we can understand the Quran without knowing who is our Prophet? Binding to Him ? And why not Allah? My dear beloved brothers and sisters..Had we ever reflected ourself in front of the mirror? Had we ever understand the power of Allah? If Nabi Musa Salamullahi Alaihi could not look directly to Allah than what about us...Someone who do not have any power.Any status to Allah..Do you think we could stand the teaching of Allah directly? With all the sin that we made till these days..Because Allah is just..A sin will be reprimand with punishment..But because of Habibullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam..Allah wash away that sin because of His Habib Salamullah Ala Sayyidina Muhammad.....

Even when we ask forgiveness from Allah...We ask directly...Of course we can..But it will be 50/50 maybe less than that but we ask forgivenee from Allah trough Rasullulah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam..The forgiveness will be accepted 100%...And that stated in the Qura..Surah Nisa'...Which verse?..Come on,do some homework..Dont think about being spoon feed all the time...

So in us, we must believe...Only with Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam we can be better Ummah..Becuse He is our Muallim A'lam...That teach us the Kitab and Hikmah...Which verse again? Come on..To gain pearl, you must work hard to find..So please,go and read the Quran and searh the verse k...The clue in 1st Juz before going to 2nd Juz..Thats the only clue i could provide...Haha....

I guess thats all for now..So remember..He Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam is our teacher. The only teacher that teach us to refrain from making the same mistake and of course teach us everything...Take care my dear...

Its friday

It had been few days since my last post...Although that days had past..But alot had took place. Yesterday we had a great feast at one of our Indonesian brother..we ate like tomorrow never ends..No worries...But deep inside our heart, there are a lot of problems that we are facing.

And the best part, there are 12 peoples..Coming from different backgrounds. But still we can seat together,enjoy the moment together and share all the good and bad memories together...How we wish all of our friends could be with us.

I'm so sorry friends,i'm still tired..So thats all for now..

Its my story

Somehow i manage to walk this path with maturity..I believe i'm getting older and wiser i guess..No hard feeling k my dear...When we are getting older...To be wiser and mature are the benchmark to see how far we are getting there..An objective where we had set before this...But if not...then beware..Because the life that had been given by the only Creator is not for fun..But to fill up the purpose to be The Rijal of Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam...If we bind our heart to other than Allah and Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam then we are gonna be ungrateful creation...So the only thing that we could and suppose to do is to submit ourself only and only to Allah The Creator and To the Source of Creation Salamullahi Alaihi...

Because as a mukmin we will being test by Allah..And That what we called Fitnatul Ibtila'( Don't be lazy, go chec the dictionary yourself k)...5 test that a mukmin will face that had been quated in the Quran...
1st: Khauf
2nd: Juu'
3rd: Naqs minal Amwal
4th: Naqs minal Anfus
5th: Naqs minal Thamaraat.
( DO some research k)

A test for us a mukmin because witout a test then what is the point of heaven and hell..If going to heaven is enough just by praying and fasting without a test...Then why hell was being created...So my brothers and sisters...Face the test..Face it with a smile...Because in it..There is a Rahmah...Say the Salawat onto Him Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam with sincerety because in it, there is help...A blessing...And every cause there is a reason..

And don't ever feel happy on what we are doing in our performance towards Allah and Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam...Because that is the biggest sin and when we think again,what we had done....

Poem

Don't let me wander from Your Love...

Don't let me leave Your Door...

If I lost myself...

Let me find myself with You...

A life without binding oneself to Him Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam is unfortunate..Because only with Him...The Leader of the Ummah..The perfect creation of the creator...Only with Him Salamullahi Alaihi...We will be able to go trough all the hardship with smile...

Never give up

Haha...What a day..A day where i started with full of energy...A day where i started to believe that determination and endurance play a big part in oneself...You can be rich,you can be strong but without those two attitude you will never look trough till the end in whatever you started with....

To say never give up is easy but to act on it is almost impossible..To push yourself to a limit..A limit where no one knows except Allah and The Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam...Aim high but plan well..Dare to do it..Dare to try but never feel disspointed if it does not turn out the way it should be...Because as Muslim to submit oneself to Allah and His Prophet Salamullah Ala Sayidina Muhammad is a must....A wisdom lies behind it...A reasons are there...Just move...Just do it.Because impossible is nothing.....Thats all folks..

Principles

Hamdan Lillah Wa Rasulillah, I'm still blessed with a good health and a heart of a muslm and most of all the aqidah towarda Allah and Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam is still strong...I'm trying my very best to make it stronger...Because i believe, if we hope without moving it will be only a fantasy...but if the hope and we move..Then it will be a reality...

Looking at my surrounding,the situation of the ummat muslimin these days are getting worse except for few pf Insan Muhammad that still move on the Masirah Muhammadiyah...Because the enemies of muslim does not only move outside the sufuf but they are an enemiies that disguise as a muslim and destroy the muslim inside the sufuf...

Some of them are rigid towards the Sunnah Muhammadiyah, while some are still living in dreams that will never come true....While the solution of all the disease is to return to Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam..One of the Ulama' had quoted...

عودوا لمحمدكم ثبقى لكم أمتكم

So i pray to Allah and ask Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam to grant me a strong aqidah and i'qal to walk on the masirah zatiyah and masirah Muhammadiyah until the end...Amin

Also for me to hold strong to Rasulullah Salaamullahi Alaihi and will never eve compromise on HIm...Hold my hand Oh Rasulullah....

Mawaddah

And the topic for today goes on...At last my roommate had just returned to Egypt yesterday..It was such a wonderful evening...We joke around...Catch up with stories...And most of all we talked about the worst that gonna happen in few weeks time...And today that bonding as brotherhood is getting stronger..A love that will go strong day by day.

Guess thats all about life..Facing diversity..Confront it with full of courage and never look back...If 5 years ago we are still immature but today we are big enough to think..To go trough this life with full of confidence and courage..We are more mature today..We try to understand the situation without jumping to conclusion...

I pray to Allah and ask Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam to guide all of us to go trough this path till to the end...Amin

Respect

In life it is ok to be poor in wealth..a bonus if we are rich...Not to able to read and write is still forgiven..With a knowledge is an extra hard and smart work...But unable to respect a person is an unfortunate for someone who is being called as a human being that is being created by The Creator...

Even when we look back to the Quran..when Allah order the angels to bow to Nabi Adam Alaihi Salaam is to teach them the 1st creation that was being created from clay...But the main purpose of that incident is to pay their respect to the source of all creation and that is the Nutfah Muhammadiyah...The Nur of Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam...

While this is the Tahzib Illahi trough the Ta'lim Nabawi upon us as His Ummah..Why..Why...we are unable to perform that asic fundamentals...To respect others before ourself...We prefer to be respected but ignore the importance to respect others...Even there is a saying that goes,Respect is something you earn...

To respect Allah..And to respect the Beloved Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam..He is the owner of all the universe...Why an ignorance fellow called Him by His name? Don't they feel shame? Don't feel guilty? Why they just can't adresse Him with Sayyidina..Our Master...Because that is the absolute order from Allah...

Please my dear reader..ignore the speling..the grammar..but please understand what i'm trying to convey to all of you..Because we are His Ummah..The only one that who will guarantee our life in this world and the hereafter...As a saying from one of Mamluukin LiRasulillah Salawatullahi Alaihi...

الأدب أفضل من الطاعة

Hope this second will be better than yesterday...Take care my dear brothers and sisters..

What a long day it is

Hamdan Lillah Wa Syukran Li Rasulillah, yesterday we had some small feast..Just to celebrate a new house and also praying to Allah and asking Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam to bless all of us who attend the majlis and whoever in his heart bind to Him Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam....

But still for kuliah, i have not yet did my student pass..Insya'allah i will try to finish everything by next week...I guess thats all for now...I'm lost with idea right now...see u later my dear

Every man is the architect of his own fortunes

Hamdan Lillah Wa Syukran Li Rasulillah, i'm being blessed with good health and mind...Today i managed to do something that i had dream to do it a long time ago...To make use one of my Takwin to better use...Because a healthy body will have a wise mind...Sorry for the wrong usage of english sentence...haha...But hope all of you understand what i meant...

Biiznillah Wa Rasulih, tomorrow will be the day one of my Dandrawi brothers going back to Singapore...A guy who changed a lot,a guy who is full of silence but meant alot to someone who understand that silence...As a brother because of Him Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam and only because of our Zaim Salaamullahi Alaihi i pray to Allah and ask Rasulullah Salawatullahi Alaihi to guide his journey..to give him the heart of Rijal...a heart that will never shake...The same goes to all of us...who are at His mercy..Because He Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam is the only reason why we are here....

To enlighten our Takwin which is consist of mind,body,soul and desire...To make these Takwin binded to Him Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam...

اللهم اجمع بيننا و بينه كما جمعت بين الروح و النفس ظاهرا و باطنا يقظة ومناما

At last

At last...all of us managed to shift all the house accessories to the new rented apartment...Although it was tiring but we felt happy and enjoy that wonderful moment..We laugh,we gossip,we ate and now we are soo sleepy...

Yah..A friend in need is a friend indeed...Thanks for that someone who create the friend and brother vocabulary...Thanks brothers...

Home sweet home

Yah..at last...i managed to get the keys for the new rented apartment...It had been a while since i arrived in Egypt...Had to find a new house,trying to adapt to the environment and etc...

I kinda love this new apartment..Although it is a two room flat but it is convenient..The kitchen is so Singapore style...a spacious hall...clean toilet and most of all i have a place to shelter...(Am i using the right sentence)haha

I'm enjoying my life with my friends..They are like brothers to me...helping each other when in need...enjoying every moment when we are together.and please..we are straight....Only the bond is there...

All praise to Allah and gratitude to Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam for granting me this happiness and i pray to Allah and ask the Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam to give me the heart to express the praise and thanks when a test is given..Amin

Friends,members and brothers

It seems my days in Egypt had taught me alot about friends,members and brothers...To understand the meaning itself teach me to treasure everyone of them...Some understand the situation you are in, while others ignore the problem you are facing...

Maybe it is something that we should face in this world...Befriend with all but trust only a few...It is totally true because a friend today might be your enemy tomorrow..someone who take advantage of you...but brothers are totally different..we fight, we argue but we tend to forget the past and continue that brotherhood....Because thats what brotherhood is all about...

Zaki a guy who is full of character..Syafaat who is full of happiness...Asri,his silence explain something while Salim who is someone i still to understand...Whatever it is, i accept them as what they are...And improve myself by looking at them and prevent anything that will bring misfortune in my relationship...Either as friends, members and brothers.....I pray to Allah and ask Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam to grant their wishes and bless them in this world and the hereafter...Thanks for accept me to be your friends,brothers and someone that are ready to listen to my heart...

destiny

It such few moments, alot had take place...any decision that i take..either with risks or not..it is something that i will look trough to the end...A destiny that had been permitted by Allah,a fate that had been written before time was being created...I submit myself to the only Creator and to the only best Creation....

I hope the path that i chose and gonna choose in this life will be redha by Allah and Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam. To give me the strength of Rijal that will fight till the end...Even though i will fall in the middle of this path, i will stand up again and continue this long away journey just to please Him..and only Him The Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam. Because with I'qaal Makiin and I'tiqad Matiin when we do to please Him Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam, Allah will please with you.

Therefore i pray to Allah and ask Rasulullah Salamullahi Alaihi to grant my wishes..to teach me knowledge...to give strength...to be patience and most of all don't change the heart of mine..i will strive to be the best...to improve...to act on what i learn and understand...Because a real mukmin who make use of his strength and his lisan...

And today...i perform my gratitude to Him Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam for still blessing one of the Allah creation to continue the Masirah Zatiyah and Masirah Jami'yah....Till to that end of journey...With hope i could be one the Takwin Muhammadi...And till to this vary moment..I'm still trying...still searching..With the guidance of Allah and Our Sayyid Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam....

Experiences, studies and courage

It seems that my experiences help me alot. Especially in making me as a fine young man. The maturity, my knowledge in making choices...But still, during that fine year, i started to realized the importance of studies. And here i am again in egypt. Still trying to adapt to the situation and environment. Nothing has change except few things i guess. New students are ok not to the extent of impressive but there are still rooms for improvement. The same goes for me...I have not yet at 100% settle down. I hope starting next week i must do what i should do.. Started to read Wasiqah Baida' ,arabic books and some english books...

While the courage that live within me is still burning. The enthusiasim is stil there. And this is only because of him. The only reason why i am here. The reason why i'm given this responsibilities as his Ummah. Our Zaim Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam. I swear that i will not compromise the 4 red line.
1st: Allah
2nd: The Prophet Alaihi Salawatulahi Wassalaam
3rd: Quran
4th: The Syariah.

I pray to Allah and ask Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam to guide me in all my act,every second and every moment of my breathe is only to please the Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam..To teach me in my journey...Because without Him Alaihi Salawatulahi Wassalaam we are nothing and life is meaningless..Aghithnaa Ya Rasulullah..

While as a human being that dah been created with love, i miss her...But i left her under the care of Allah and The Prophet Salawatullahi Wassalaam.

Life with purpose

My objective in life is getting clearer day by day...Everyday i started to realize, a life without binding oneself to the Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam is meaningless. Therefore, i pray to Allah and ask the Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam to guide my path towards him. The source of all existance.

Yah, i guess thats it for today...My pupose in life is still far away..but i believe i could reach that destination with inayah of the beloved Prophet Alaihi Salawatulahi Wassalaam.

Punyelah susah

Wow...and suddenly to learn something new is a bit tough..trying to understand what is html and its family stuff really teach me to be patience...

But no matter what, when we try hard and fail..try harder...and if you fail again try harder...challenge your endurance and never ever think to give up...because all of us are born with talent..So use it and don't forget the real reason why we are here...

(Cheh, nie tak pasal2 mcm wise man pe hal)

Lost

Walo everybody...

What a day in Egypt.. I guess this will be my 2nd trial to make tis blog..Trying to understand the outside world by using the technology medium...Yah..for now i'm gonna spend my a year or more in egypt.. To understand more about oneself...Not forgetting my main objective.. To know our...

Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam more..to please his eyes more than anyone else..

Missing my family is another chapter of my life especially my mother...My Dandrawi brothers..Lepak family Bo,Nas,Hamzah,Rafi,Rashid,Khairil,Andin,Asri,marul, mar also our big brother Mudaris that share alot about the experiences and arabic language.All praise for Allah and Thanks to the Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam.


Also new character that enter in my life...either it is gonna be happy ending or otherwise...i'm just gonna accept it as a path that i have to go trough it...

A girl that understand my attitude, not forgetting her who always make me smile no matter how clumsy she was and still i believe.

And here, after only a few days..Allah and Nabi Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam showered their blessing by giving me a test to challenge my endurance..I believe when we really irtibat with him and only him Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam, all the test that look like a mountain will be like the mosquito's wing..( Sorry for all the grammatical error..gonna improve in the future)

I guess thats all for now..Till we meet again.Miss all of you.