Its end here

I said: Then i will not ask no more question.
She replied: haha good.

It hurt so much as though i'm bleeding inside..( Chapter 9 from the journey novel )

Haha...When i'm reading this novel i could not really get it..If i'm gonna cry it is just not me..But a human being that being created with emotion, i cannot deny the fact that if this heartbreaking story is gonna happen upon me..What am i gonna do?

So my chapter ends here but my journey will continue...How long will i live and how much experience will i gain? I'm not sure..Just have to wait when i'm back in Singapore...soon

Gun & Roses

And now I don't know why
She wouldn't say goodbye
But then it seems that I
Had seen it in her eyes
And it might not be wise
I'd still have to try
With all the love I have inside
I can't deny

I just can't let it die
Cause her heart's just like mine
And she holds her pain inside
So if you ask me why
She wouldn't say goodbye
I know somewhere inside
There is a special light
Still shining bright
And even on the darkest night
She can't deny

So if she's somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There's no one else could ever make me feel
I'm so alive
I hoped she'd never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I've searched the universe and found myself
Within' her eyes

No matter how I try
They say it's all a lie
So what's the use of my
Confessions to a crime
Of passions that won't die
In my heart

So if she's somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There's no one else could ever make me feel
I'm so alive
I hoped she'd never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I've searched the universe and found myself
Within' her eyes

So if she's somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There's no one else could ever make me feel
I'm so alive
I hoped she'd never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I've searched the universe and found myself
Within' her eyes

And now I don't know why
She wouldn't say goodbye
It just might be that I
Had seen it in her eyes
And now it seems that I
Gave up my ghost of pride
I'll never say goodbye

The perfume

How are you? Hope all of you are doing good...It had been weeks i last posted my message via the blog...Alhamdulillah..I' doing fine..Not great but i feel good..Because i started to laugh, smile without any worries...But then somehow, an issue had been raise by certain individual...Nah..not gonna write about them just wanna share my thought with all of you about what i learnt from the incident...

You see my dear...In each one of us had our own philosophy, principle, ideology i should say...but the only thing that we lack is the nature of acceptance of others..Why this kind of mindset should happen when we believe without any doubts that a muslim should respect others before themselves.

Therefore i figure it out with the guidance of Allah and Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam..A muslim..who bind himself with Him Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam will never ever had this kind of attitude...Because Rasulullah Salawatullahi Wassalaam teaches all of us to respect other opinion..Not to condemned them but accept their opinion full hearted without any hatred...Analyse, observed then come with a conclusion..But in a good way and approach.And that is totally contradict today..Most of the so called scholars represent their idea by saying my idea is the best and that is bullshit...haha

I guess thats all for now...By the way the title perfume because in arabic it means atar but when the perfume smell nice it is call raihanah...If that scholars understand between a perfume and an elegant perfume..What should happen? You do the thinking........take care my dear..hope to see all of you again

Somehow

Somehow, deep inside me is whispering near beside me...Telling me that my heart is missing her so much..Only my tougue could not express it into words..

Sharing

يقال أن اللغة العربية ظلمت المرأة في خمسة مواضع وهي

أولا: إذاكان الرجل لا يزال على قيد الحياة فيقال عنه انه حيّ .. أما إذا كانت المرأة لا تزال على قيد الحياة فيقال عنها أنها حيّة...! أعاذنا الله من لدغتها (الحيّة وليس المرأة )


ثانيا: إذا أصاب الرجل في قوله أو فعله فيقال عنه أنه مصيب .. أما إذا أصابت المرأة في قولها أو فعلها فيقال عنها أنها مصيبة !!..

ثالثا: إذا تولى الرجل منصب القضاء فيقال عنه أنه قاضي
أما إذا تولت المرأة منصب القضاء فيقال عنها أنها قاضية !!
والقاضية هي المصيبة العظيمة التي تنزل بالمرء فتقضي عليه ... يالطيف!!!!

رابعا: إذا أصبح الرجل عضوا في احد المجالس النيابية فيقال عنه أنه نائب .. أما إذا أصبحت المرأة عضوا في أحدا لمجالس النيابية فيقال عنهاأنها نائبة !!!...
وكما تعلمون فان النائبة هي أخت المصيبة

خامسا: إذا كان للرجل هواية يتسلى بها ولا يحترفها فيقال عنه أنه هاوي .. أما إذا كانت للمرأة هواية تتسلى بها ولا تحترفها فيقال عنهاأنها هاوية !!....
والهاوية هي احدي أسماء جهنم والعياذ بالله برسوله
وفي النهاية فهذه على سبيل المزاح فالمرأة هي أمي وأختي وزوجتي وابنتى
فلا يكون ذلك سبيلا لثورة النساء على كاتب الكلمات المسكين