Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Something just not right


I wonder...if i had friends anymore..
I wonder...if my emotion is going retaliate...
I wonder...if i had love someone or anyone...

Because after a long journey..i'm stuck in the middle..feeling alone..and loneliness accompany me along the way...If should i give up the trust then overcame the past challenges will be meaningless..It will only be a dream that could not be achieved...Something inside my heart is trying to tell me something but it could not reach my ears...My mind is confused...I look around me..searching for someone..To tell my problems..to torment my loss..to ask for advice..but damn,no one is there..Not even a soul that i could cling on..And all that i request,a shoulder to cry on...Should i weep bitter tears of remorse..then i should pray to be a baby when i wake up in the next morning...but to wipe the tears..i'm lying to myself because my heart is crying inside...

Meeting you is a bless...Dreaming of you is what i wish for...Reconciling with you is a hope that i hold till this moment...

Therefore, i realise a thing..The reason why i'm still walking...because there is always a hope inside you for me..Thanks...


Avenged Sevenfold

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah


Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find