Pearl jam..My favorite band ever..And till this moment i'm still listening to that kind of genre of music..Rock..and they said rock never dies...
Would i read and hold strong to the divine language one day..The Quran..To ponder it..the eagerness to understand the saying of The Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam..Hadith is the title..
When will i be able to change to be better...A muslim i am..the faith of believing in The only God...the faith of binding only to The Zaim Salawatullahi Wassalaam..but the action is totally contradict with the faith..Is it a sign of infidel..or the ainun nifaq..Nah..not going to conclude it..it just make my veins shiver...
But being alive is the only thing i really appreciate...because as long i breathe in the air..i believe there will be always chances for me to amend all the mistake..to repent on all the sins that i convict...to ask for forgiveness...and most of all to equip myself with the heart of warrior...and that's the opportunity Allah gives to his creation..An opportunity to walk again to his path...a chance to redeem oneself..but walking alone is gonna be impossible..Therefore Allah put inside all of us The Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam to accompany this journey..A journey that is full of obstacles..Not to mention surprises...and in every tests there will always a reward for us to gain...
Funny...when i look at my surrounding..A bunch of people that live with the affiliations as a muslim..and act as though they understand islam totally...as though they knew everything...and others know nothing...And i'm just so frustrated to see that...
I'm so exhausted..somehow i would like to meet someone that could teach me how to decipher the code in heart..so i could express my feeling freely...praying to Allah,asking The Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam to guide and raise her spirit again...I hope it is still not too late...Ooh..my vision is getting blurry...
Pearl Jam : Alive
"Son," she said, "have I got a little story for you...
What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a...
While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen
your real daddy was dyin'. Sorry you didn't see him, but I'm glad we talked..."
Oh I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey, I, I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey...oh...
Oh, she walks slowly, across a young man's room.
She said "I'm ready...for you..."
"I can't remember anything of this very day,
'cept the look, the look...
Oh, you know where, now I can't see, I just stare..."
I, I'm still alive
Hey I, but, I'm still alive
Hey I, boy, I'm still alive
Hey I, I, I, I'm still alive, yeah
Ooh yeah...yeah yeah yeah...oh...oh...
"Is something wrong?" she said
Of course there is
"You're still alive," she said
Oh, and do I deserve to be?
Is that the question?
And if so...if so...who answers...who answers...?
I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey I, but, I'm still alive
Yeah I, ooh, I'm still alive
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
