Present
- ilyas
- WARRIOR is my appearance.. HUMBLE is my character.. ARROGANCE is my flaw.. MIRACLE is my belief.. LEARNING is my interest.. I BUILD MY OWN EMPIRE is my quote.. And.. NEVER SAY DIE is my best attitude.
Past
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2009
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May
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- Step by step
- Language and me
- ATTACKING PLAN OF THE ENEMIES OF ISLAM AGAINST SAI...
- A promise
- Will you marry me?
- Sweet Talk
- Face of the Devil
- Unplugged
- The names ( Grand Finale )
- Good evening
- My sacrifice
- The names ( Part II )
- The names ( Part 1 )
- Somehow i understand
- Risk Taker
- I just not into english poem
- 30 more pages and 2 books left..
- The Reason
- I'm free
- Have you ever loved someone but could not show it...
- I'm shouting
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May
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Wednesday, May 6, 2009
I'm shouting
At this moment..my heart is shouting loud..my heart is crumble..my heart is uneasy till i lost goodnight sleep..my heart is searching for the answers..my heart is praying for guidance...my heart is asking for forgiveness...
Would i be forgotten by my love ones..would i be gone astray and will never ever walk on a straight path again..would you be my companion if i request..would you listen to my weep if i could not deny being hurt...would you forgive me if i betray you again and again..would you tape my heart if it had broken to pieces...would you heed my advice just because i care for you...would you hold my hand for a while even you are not gonna here...
What kept inside me will always remain a secret..what i shared will always a burden that i could not carry it any longer..
The future is full of surprises..the heart of my love ones is kept just within her..How could i understand when it is not reveal..And how could i act if i do not understand..Oh Allah..please enlighten me with the answer..please connect me to Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam so i will be calm..Until then,i will just believe....