I'm not sure why i'm smiling broadly today..Is it because i'm so happy..or is it the 16 hours base camp totally had help me being a better fine man..or maybe i started to understand what does love means..but the thing is..i'm happy..
When i said about being a risk taker..i really mean it brothers and sisters..you could never ever achieve nor win someone heart..whatever you name it..unless you going trough an adversity..an obstacles..it is a must..there is no easy way out..Unless you believe in yourself..then you will never walk that path as a warrior..
Come on..even during the civilization of Islam..The Companions of Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam faced wars..and i mean wars..a test from Allah..To test their faith Ridwanullah Alaihi towards Allah and Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam..And then,what make us so special not to faces the obstacles in our lives..Are we much better than Companions of Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam?
I'm gonna make alot of enemies..and i mean alot...I might gonna make alot of people envy of me..And if only i could prognosticate the future..Walah..it is much better..but it will be no surprise..and fortune-teller i will be..so i just believe in His fate..but i will keep trying..keep improving..keep showering that feeling with sincerity..which of course, is a bit tarnished with betrayal before..but a box of chocolate should do it for now..nah..not gonna use honey..haha
You are just gonna act awkwardly..Its so funny..but it is something you should and must do to gain whatever you ever dream before..When i look around at these tall buildings..20 floors..maybe more...to reach the top..you should take risk..you take the steps..maybe using accessories..just to reach there..
And to her...i just want she to understand that i'm gonna to prove it one more time..that i could be a person or should i say the person to take care of her..but until then i should believe..even though my message sometimes is not being replied...frustrating..but come on..she is not even your wife yet..so pray she will be great...and if you gonna meet her..enjoy the moment and just be yourself...
So until then..Just take good care of yourself..and yah..i miss my mother a lot today..and to understand a woman heart make me understand more about a mother feeling that faced alot of troubles just to take care of a boy who called ilyas..
