To realize that you love someone so badly after he or she left you is nothing more than a torment of a lifetime..
I do not understand the saying until i met a wise man who show me the true meaning of loving someone...So the scene goes like this:
I: Sir, how do i know that i really love someone?
Wise man: Do you like your shirt that you are wearing right now?
I: I don't think so...Why? (confused)
Wise man: If you are gonna lost that shirt you are wearing right now on the desert and you are left half naked at the season of winter..What will you feel?
I: I will feel cold Sir..And i will wish how i will not lost it.
Wise man: It means you only realize the importance of the shirt when bad things happen to it which left you regret on the loss..And that is how you measure your love towards someone...
I: Ok...That's cool..but then how will i know that he or she is the one that i love and what should i do for not letting it go?
Wise man:( Looking around him and he grab a stick and trying to beat me with it)
I: ( Without delay,raise my arm to defend myself )
Wise man: ( Smiling ) Why you defend yourself?
I: Instinct...It is because you want to beat me.
Wise man: That's is the answer if you want it to stay..then you will defend it..No matter what the cost is gonna be...You defend yourself because you do not want to be hurt..You defend your love ones because you would never dare to hurt them....
I: (Crying) how pity i am...i loss my love one because i could not defend her..And i only realize how deep my love for her when she gone...
Wise man: Believe young man..May Allah and His Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam guide your path and meet her again..And strengthen your fragile soul to be one again..
I: Thanks Sir..
Wow...And guess what..the burden in my heart is lift a bit..and now i could understand life a bit clearer....Hope she is reading this...
