Simple

While i believe she will........



As for me,i have got to try harder to be.........




So i hope she will not cry no more...the tears are priceless,plus.....

Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry.


All i want to say.....

I'm a..........

I'm a human being after all.....

I turned my eyes away with disagreement
from the inside I was the boy that averted his eyes
With all courage I had
I grasped that little hand of yours

You scared of setting your hand free
from the inside you were the girl that unfastened her hand
With all courage you had
you grasped my hand in return

We couldn’t communicate in the best way
Word and word passed by
We strayed our hands from each other
as we finally chose a word called “good bye”

we both chanted “always together”
while the wind swept the hill, we hold each other
as with our died interrupted dream
it continued to fading and became a scene
inside our memory

From that “good bye” time has passed
I also, for some reason, has become mature
Yet I still couldn’t understand love, but
I’ve understood freedom and responsibility

Inside everyday’s bussiness
I was completely forgotten by the time
From that hill I look up at the sky
Just a little painful feeling
I embraced in my chest

I remember the day at that moment
My way was letting your hand go
with regret, it can’t be helped
Let’s go back to that time, in where you became visible

Not an illusion, you’re right in front of eyes
At that time, and with that constant smile
Forever, ever, I missed you

You’re smiling, there’s nothing to say
that little hand hold mine
As in the disagreeing, separated couple
only a grain of understanding tears spilled

Sweet words too, deep kiss too
Now we don’t need it, all we do just close our eyes
Only chant of “always together”
happiness-colored wind wrap us both

Home

Guess everyone is going home....from stranger that had became a friend....from no one to someone that close to the heart...but that's the cycle of life...people come and go...while the best survive,the unfortunate will mourn on the disappearance of the love ones...

While i'm no good in expressing my feelings...i wonder,which one would i be..the best or the unfortunate...the best cause i survive...and unfortunate because the disappearance seems to be so apparent..

And Ramadan is just about to end...ooh...my eyes moist once again.

Now

Now let's see what fate had prepared for me...

Why and when it happened I don’t know
it isn’t so grandiose as to be able to call it fate
In the middle of the monotony of each day, it gently swept down
As natural as the blossoming cherry blossoms in spring
Not wanting anything, you were just standing over there
Without doing anything special besides your airy gestures, you were cute
The two of us walking on the tree lined street on Sunday,
the clouds you found were like a cottony heaven
Like it was nothing, my heart starting dancing at what I was seeing
Without thinking, I wonder why I broke into a smile

Under the sky I’m going to keep repeating from the bottom of my heart how I fell in love with
Your happily grinning face and your wavy hair, with its subtle chestnut color
With the person you love’s best smile, more so than something like a hard philosophy book
Surely you will be able to become stronger; If I’m with you, I think so
Be with you; That’s forever, without an end

Some things are going to change and some things will not
At the very least we are living together
I can say thank you now, for making each day special
Passing the time staring at the gray sky of tomorrow,
we witnessed the silence of the gentle sunrise
With someone who is like you,
but no matter what kind of love it is, it’s a different story
Everyone has their own personality,
so the two of us playing together in harmony
It wasn’t always pretty; That’s ok
I fell in love with you just as you are

The nights of the days we fought, our kisses were shorter than usual
I wanted to say sorry, but not able to say it, we grew apart while we slept
We were only bluffing; The two of us were in love, as awkward as we were
But the mystery of whether we will be able to be together forever, I know
Well…let’s fall asleep holding hands
Be with you; That’s forever, without an end

We only, only got along well; We even have small fights properly
We can reconcile outside of words, like friends from long ago

In the middle of the road, even if there are even showers,
the two of us go home drenched in selfishness
And after all that we happily play in the rain, like childhood friends
Be with you; That’s forever, without an end

I close my eyes, think about you everyday.
Even on the nights of the days we fought,
even naturally being able to reconcile in the morning

I close my eyes, think about you everyday.
I need you. I love you. I need you. I love you.
That’s you & I, forever love............

Alone

Haha...iye tak ye aku ye english nie....

Your folded pale wings
are just a little tired from the overly blue sky
You don’t have to force your smile for anyone else
It’s alright to smile only for yourself

Loneliness continues to creep up on me,
a candle alight on the inside
Such a gorgeous chandelier
shouldn’t be at a crowded party, like this one
Why should I bury it all
in the emptiness of words that are lacking?
I don’t know anymore

As long as we can swim freely in our dreams,
we don’t need the sky anymore
Even if I can’t paint over everything
that happened up until yesterday,
I’ll still come out to meet you tomorrow

Your folded pale wings
are just a little tired from the overly blue sky
You don’t have to force your smile for anyone else
It’s alright to smile only for yourself

Inferiority complexes and reconciliations
aren’t things that will come true so easily
The mirror that remains
at the top of self-consciousness reflects flower petals
It looks like my voice is strained
from trying to cry out with an impure love
It’s irritating

In these changing times,
wounds will soon turn into scabs
Without waiting for that to happens,
you’re so beautiful, and so fleeting…

Prayers shiver in the sun,
like traces of down that have come loose
It’s alright to not think about loving someone
as being too much for you right now

Sometimes this world is a little bit too dazzling
to walk looking upward in
When you cast your eyes down,
as though sinking, the dry ground slurps up your tears

Why do we feel so alone anytime?
You don’t have to take on everything
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Just putting up with it isn’t courage

Whisper

While i whisper in the ears....I said...please do really take care of yourself...While in the heart i mean it...

While the expression is remain unseen...I whisper....Everything will be fine...It will just be a sunny day again..

While the feeling remain the same...even i meet with different kind of people...Different comrades that surround me...Still the one that i yearn for will always be same....

While the world seems impossible,i believe i could make it possible...i believe i could hold the hand that i hope for so long...

While pretending is the appropriate to describe the aura...but no one could keep it a secret for long...From the red dress to the unlucky ants....I will always remain here...

And its all about.....

And its all about patience..

And its all about belief.....

And its all about understanding....

And its all about hope.....

And its all about miracle in life.....

And its all about it.......