Again

It had been a long weekend..Everything seems so fine until today...and its gonna happen again..a long journey thats full of pain..Could not understand the feeling..But gonna try harder...Please...

The Past

The past me....Haha...When i look back at the past, the memories, the experiences and the happiness that i achieved during that day had mould me into what i am today..The friends that surrounded me..Some are still here fighting along with me trough this journey..Some had left us..But still they will always be remembered in our prayers...Yet as a man..Whatever happen in the past was always gonna remains as memories while tomorrow is an event that we will pray to Allah and ask Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam to guide us..While today is a blessing from Allah and Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam...

And here i presented to all of you the past me..Haha...

Wake up stroy

Today i woke up so late that i even forgot my duties as a muslim...Unintentionally mistake..Does it ever exist? or human just making an excuse out of it..A lesson that i understand, as long we are called human beings we will intend to make mistake..Either it is gonna be with intention or vice versa.( is this corret? ) So making mistake is normal..To repeat the same mistake is acceptable but not to lean from that mistake is ignorance...

Why? I tell you why..You see my fellow brothers and sisters..We make mistake because that is our nature..And to learn from it and make an amendment is our obsulute nature...But the question,who will be our teacher that will teach us about the mistake? To refrain from that mistake? Of course it will not be than our Zaim Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam..He is our guidance..The perfect creation that was being created to guide us..His ummah...

What? It cannot be..It must the Quran..It must be Allah..And the war in your head started...You see the Quran is the saying of Allah that was being to the heart of Salawatullahi Alaihi...Because He is the walking Quran...Thats why Allah quote in the Quran (Indeed that in us there is Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam )

How we can understand the Quran without knowing who is our Prophet? Binding to Him ? And why not Allah? My dear beloved brothers and sisters..Had we ever reflected ourself in front of the mirror? Had we ever understand the power of Allah? If Nabi Musa Salamullahi Alaihi could not look directly to Allah than what about us...Someone who do not have any power.Any status to Allah..Do you think we could stand the teaching of Allah directly? With all the sin that we made till these days..Because Allah is just..A sin will be reprimand with punishment..But because of Habibullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam..Allah wash away that sin because of His Habib Salamullah Ala Sayyidina Muhammad.....

Even when we ask forgiveness from Allah...We ask directly...Of course we can..But it will be 50/50 maybe less than that but we ask forgivenee from Allah trough Rasullulah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam..The forgiveness will be accepted 100%...And that stated in the Qura..Surah Nisa'...Which verse?..Come on,do some homework..Dont think about being spoon feed all the time...

So in us, we must believe...Only with Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam we can be better Ummah..Becuse He is our Muallim A'lam...That teach us the Kitab and Hikmah...Which verse again? Come on..To gain pearl, you must work hard to find..So please,go and read the Quran and searh the verse k...The clue in 1st Juz before going to 2nd Juz..Thats the only clue i could provide...Haha....

I guess thats all for now..So remember..He Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam is our teacher. The only teacher that teach us to refrain from making the same mistake and of course teach us everything...Take care my dear...

Its friday

It had been few days since my last post...Although that days had past..But alot had took place. Yesterday we had a great feast at one of our Indonesian brother..we ate like tomorrow never ends..No worries...But deep inside our heart, there are a lot of problems that we are facing.

And the best part, there are 12 peoples..Coming from different backgrounds. But still we can seat together,enjoy the moment together and share all the good and bad memories together...How we wish all of our friends could be with us.

I'm so sorry friends,i'm still tired..So thats all for now..

Its my story

Somehow i manage to walk this path with maturity..I believe i'm getting older and wiser i guess..No hard feeling k my dear...When we are getting older...To be wiser and mature are the benchmark to see how far we are getting there..An objective where we had set before this...But if not...then beware..Because the life that had been given by the only Creator is not for fun..But to fill up the purpose to be The Rijal of Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam...If we bind our heart to other than Allah and Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam then we are gonna be ungrateful creation...So the only thing that we could and suppose to do is to submit ourself only and only to Allah The Creator and To the Source of Creation Salamullahi Alaihi...

Because as a mukmin we will being test by Allah..And That what we called Fitnatul Ibtila'( Don't be lazy, go chec the dictionary yourself k)...5 test that a mukmin will face that had been quated in the Quran...
1st: Khauf
2nd: Juu'
3rd: Naqs minal Amwal
4th: Naqs minal Anfus
5th: Naqs minal Thamaraat.
( DO some research k)

A test for us a mukmin because witout a test then what is the point of heaven and hell..If going to heaven is enough just by praying and fasting without a test...Then why hell was being created...So my brothers and sisters...Face the test..Face it with a smile...Because in it..There is a Rahmah...Say the Salawat onto Him Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam with sincerety because in it, there is help...A blessing...And every cause there is a reason..

And don't ever feel happy on what we are doing in our performance towards Allah and Rasulullah Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam...Because that is the biggest sin and when we think again,what we had done....

Poem

Don't let me wander from Your Love...

Don't let me leave Your Door...

If I lost myself...

Let me find myself with You...

A life without binding oneself to Him Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam is unfortunate..Because only with Him...The Leader of the Ummah..The perfect creation of the creator...Only with Him Salamullahi Alaihi...We will be able to go trough all the hardship with smile...

Never give up

Haha...What a day..A day where i started with full of energy...A day where i started to believe that determination and endurance play a big part in oneself...You can be rich,you can be strong but without those two attitude you will never look trough till the end in whatever you started with....

To say never give up is easy but to act on it is almost impossible..To push yourself to a limit..A limit where no one knows except Allah and The Prophet Alaihi Salawatullahi Wassalaam...Aim high but plan well..Dare to do it..Dare to try but never feel disspointed if it does not turn out the way it should be...Because as Muslim to submit oneself to Allah and His Prophet Salamullah Ala Sayidina Muhammad is a must....A wisdom lies behind it...A reasons are there...Just move...Just do it.Because impossible is nothing.....Thats all folks..